45 days.. 12 hours and 32 minuets before 'IT'

Its hard to believe that Ive come all this way... I couldn't have said this to anyone 5 months ago how this journey would be, how it would have effected me. How it would have tugged at heart strings, or shaken me when I was down. But this has ultimatly been the BEST thing that could have happened.
breaking free from my every day, routine life, is all someone needs to appreciate that value of what they own. The value in friendship, marriage, parenting.
But nothing would have ever prepped me enough to do this without my husband standing beside me. The things I have gone through over the last 5 months have been so mentally and physically draining. I can't WAIT to have Mr. Right back in my life.

So the countdown begins, this is 'IT' what we have all been waiting for for the last 2 1/2 years the Journey I have been talking about and obsessing over since we started. Its here, ahhhh! Now Im in panic mode. Am I ready? Am I capable? Can I raise two kids with no motherly guidance? Can I be the best wife?  Its like taking the training wheels off and being let go for the first time - I know that feeling, Im free, Im doing this on my own - but scratching up the courage to actually DO it is whats the hardest part.
But I will do it, because I will get so close to the edge, the pressure will cook inside of me and I will turn into 'super mom' or at least thats what Im hoping for. hahahah - Ive lost my mind!

No, atlas I can sit and breath a sigh of relief - we are 130 days in, and 45 more to go.. Home stretch baby! I can see the light, I can see home again, my family is going to be complete - well almost! Soon we will be back in NB back with all of our amazing family and friends.. but until then, our Journey is just beginning. Can't wait for all of you to enjoy the ride!

xoxo